Tuesday, September 14, 2010

David's Experience With SD Urban Project

My Experience of God Being in San Diego Urban Project

I want to thank you all for your financial support and prayers.  I am so blessed by the San Diego Urban Project.  Though the mission was not in another country, there were people from all nations gather in the inner city of San Diego, at City Heights.  I have seen a part of America for which I thought it was not possible today: I seen poverty, refugees, giant poor apartment complexes in one block, and trash all over the landscape.  There seems nothing significant and exciting about City Heights, when people in other parts of San Diego have fun in the beach or at Sea World.  The place seems to be a boring and filthy…
I know that God would bring out His power and strength to let me see how much He cares about the poor, the needy, and the marginalized in our nation.  He is after all, the God of justice.  However, I have problem seeing how His principles can be live out in our reality.  I also have problem how God says about the problems the world faces today.  When our system is broken by greed and racism, some people turn a blind eye to serious issues of the world and instead pursue goals of being rich and famous.
God had spoken to all of the people in San Diego Urban Project and we saw Him worked in the city.  I will the write a letter about the significant and important moments that have happened to me when I came on the trip.  (If you want to talk to me more about the mission trip, you can Skype me or meet me in some place at San Diego so we can talk to each other during the weekdays.)  After that, I close by telling a few stories I heard from people about the kids I had met at the trip.  I divided the letter into four sections: San Diego Urban Project Overall, Learning Day, New Heights Project, and “Stories and Last Words”.


San Diego Urban Project Overall:
                San Diego Urban Project is a mission trip to the inner city in San Diego in City Heights.  In the past, the place is known for gangs, rising crime, and violence.  It has high-density level in population because the area contains many apartment complexes and few single-family houses.  The people who lived there are diverse: refugees from Africa and Asia and immigrants from Mexico and South America countries.  The leader of the team is Chizu Shimzu, an InterVarsity staff who had worked in San Diego State University and has started to work with the International Christian Fellowship in UCSD this year.  The team members are Thien Pham from California State University, Fullerton; Amber Kolkebeck from University of Illinois, Laura Uribe and Steven Yuan are from University of California, San Diego, and Patrick Chan and Jonathan Kao are UCSD graduates.  Lastly, Brandon Buzbee, an InterVarsity staff from UCSD, came to the project with his wife Jes.  That was our team.  J
                The project started at July 1 and ended at August 6.  One of the rules in the urban project was that we were not allowed to use any technologies (laptop and cell phones).  So in July, I didn’t what was going on the world.  I had no idea that Lebron went to the Heats, BP oil spill was still going, or any comments that were made on Facebook.  I only use the computer once to give you guys the update on Facebook at library.  There were many things we did together in SDUP and, because of that, we became closer to each other and God.
                One of the things we did in SDUP was that we went to a different church every Sunday.  We went to five different churches: the first was a Somalia church; second was a mass at a Catholic Church, third was the black church, Grace Community Church; and the last one was Harbor Mid-City Church.  Their way to worship God and preached to the people in church was different than I was used back in my home church and at Coast Vineyard, and, sometimes, those differences would make me feel a bit uncomfortable.  Now that I look back, I wish I was not anxious and try to engage with the congregation.  Despite that, I enjoyed going to these churches.  The church I enjoyed the most was Harbor Mid-City and for many reasons I will say later on in this letter.
                After church, the team did the Sabbath.  I really enjoy the Sabbath with the team.  When I did the Sabbath at my dorm in UCSD, I did it for four hours and all by myself.  I know God was there, but the experience was really weak compare to the Sabbath I had at the mission trip.  L  At the Sabbath in the mission day, the Sabbath was a whole day with my teammates, talking about our life and God next to Starbucks at the Urban Village in City Heights and eating our 75 cents McDonald ice cream.J  One of my favorite moments in the Sabbath was when some of the team did paint drawing.  Laura Uribe had brought an art set and canvases.  I got really excited when I started to paint and draw a picture of a city on the hill.  The Sabbath proved to be the most relaxful time ever with God and our team.  I really want to do this when I come back to school.  (If you guys are interested, we can try to do the Sabbath together in one of the day per week.  We go to McDonald near the apartments to eat our 75 cent McDonald ice cream cone and talk about life and God together.  J)
                During the project, we lived and interacted with the people in the inner city.  The girls moved into the duplex (a building with two houses inside) while the guys and Brandon and Jes Buzbee moved in to the apartment complex in Pacific Cove.  The apartment complex has three floors, and there was no elevator, but stairs.  The living conditions and the structures of the place almost resemble to the old, high rise apartments in the ghettoes.  The five guys had an apartment on the second floor and Brandon and Jes on the third floor.  The apartment had one bedroom and one bathroom.  It was problem when the guys didn’t bring any furniture, air conditioner, or mattresses for our apartment.  Thank goodness Joon Han (used to be InterVarsity staff worker) and Chizu brought furniture such as a table and couches, a lamp, a fan, and the mattresses for us to use in our apartment.  Without these gifts, the guys and I would be sleeping on the floor in burning temperature of 90 degrees Fahrenheit at pitched-dark night.  All five guys slept in one bedroom and we rotated mattresses every night.  Our neighbors who come to our apartment would be the kids in Pacific Cove.  They would come to hang out.  Sometimes Brandon and/or Jes would come to our place to play games like Bang! with the kids.  Other times, we played soccer on the streets.  We also hosted many parties.  We had two surprise birthday parties, one for Patrick Chan and another for Steven Yuan.   We invited the kids to join the celebration.  The kids added the excitement to our friend birthday party.  We had movie nights with the kids.  We watched the movies from the projector in our apartment.  We watched The Incredibles and The Lion King.  The most difficult thing living in the apartment was food.  Each person received $20 per week to buy food, tithe, and do laundry.  The only way we (five guys) could survive was to pool and budget our money so we can buy very cheap food at Food-4-Less.  Even though we saved a lot of money (from $20-$30 a week), we didn’t buy enough food for us to last throughout the week.  It was our leaders generosity to give us meals that we are alive.  J  It was funny how we were able to live at all in the apartments with kids coming to our place and having $80 worth of food in our fridge.  How we lived?  It was all because of God, not us.
                Another thing that we did in the mission trip was that the team explored San Diego.  For a day, the team split into two groups and looked at two cities.  They used the trolley and the bus to get around the San Diego County.  Brandon, Laura, Patrick, Lyndsey, and I went to two cities while the other members went another two cities (but they didn’t know where the second city was, so they stayed at the first one, which was Barrio Logan).  First city we went to was Downtown San Diego.  This place has an interesting history.  Ten years ago, the place was a rundown urban place that was blighted.  The place would look like skid row in Los Angeles.  However, today it is being renewed.  It has tall buildings, a trolley station, and the Petco stadium where the major baseball team, Padres, played.  Talk about a makeover.   Brandon gave us the tour of Downtown San Diego.  We went the police station, the luxurious apartments and condominiums, and walked around the fine city.  Outside of the downtown, though, were the parts of the rundown urban place.  We saw a big Catholic church called Father Joe.  The church provided services to the poor and the homeless.  I was shocked that there was such a sharp divide between poor and rich in downtown in such a small place; the poor were outside of downtown while the rich and middle class lived inside the city.  After walking around downtown, we went on the trolley to the next city, San Ysidro.  On the way, we got to see Tijuana in the distance.  We could see a giant Mexican flag waving in the middle of that city.  It was awesome.  San Ysidro was the last stop because the city is near the San Diego-Tijuana border.  The city was desolated.  It was very dirty and the streets were long.  There was a swat shop in the parking lot and some plazas.  At the city, we went to see the border fence.  The Border Patrols were at their station checking and passing vehicles.  There was a lot of traffic from both sides.  As we approach the fences, on the sidewalk, we saw the original Spanish missions all along the state of California.  When we looked at the entry to Mexico, people walked through the rotating metal door.  We walked up the stairs to the bridge that was over the
stations where security checks the vehicles.  There was long line of cars we from both side.  We looked at the difference between Tijuana and San Ysidro.   There were ghettos in the TJ.  However, San Ysidro seems to be undeveloped compare to Tijuana.  The divide the fence created between two nations and two cities, and the heavy security from US reminded Brandon of the Berlin Wall when he went to Europe last summer.  As the Berlin Wall divided the West and East of a German city during the Cold War, the fence divided two nations, created a barrier for coming to the USA, and separated families and friends. 
                One day, the team did an interesting activity.  We ate food like the kids in the urban community.  First, we ate a candy bar for breakfast…  That was disgusting.  Then for lunch, we ate chips and candy bar…  For dinner, we ate canned pasta of Chef Ravioli.  That was the best meal of the day.  We called this day Junk Food Day.  The food was horrible; it gave me a headache, stomachache, and I was still hungry.  The worst part of the day was going to the San Diego International Airport to pick up Lyndsey from Seattle.  We were going on two buses for two hours.  At first, we were playing games at the bus stop, very energetic from eating candy and chips.  However, later on, I felt dizzy, tired and hungry from the long bus ride.  I was happy when we came to the airport and met Lyndsey, but going back from the airport for two hours was not pleasing.  The food was upsetting our body and we felt very unhealthy.  How do the kids in the inner city survived, I have no know.  Chizu explained that in the neighborhood, there was no grocery store or chain market; there were only liquor stores in our place.  The food from liquor store provided only junk food to kids; there was no meat, vegetables or fruits.  The kids that eat food from the liquor store would later on bring them to serious health issues such as diabetes and heart problems. 
Learning Day:
                The main activity that the team in SDUP did was Learning Day.   Every Monday, we learned four main issues that the people in the inner-city community face: environmental issue, human trafficking, immigration issue, and race.  We watched a movie and talked the issues.  We visited place that address or affect these issues, talked about how God sees these problems, and how we should respond from what He says in His Word. 
In environmental issue, we talked about how our nation mass produce our food.  We put animals in small cramp spaces while using large amount of fields to make crops.  However, mass-producing food for profit is bad because this method ruins the environment and the natural environmental system.  Pests destroy our crops and become stronger after being immune to chemicals and animals are prone to diseases by being confined in close spaces.  Adding vaccines and medicines only make the diseases become more potent than before.  The way we mass-produce our food by making too much of crops in large fields and animals in small spaces is the reason why we had recalls on our food.  In the movie, Fresh, there is a farmer who is a Christian.  He raised chickens and cows organically, letting cows have space and eating grass and space to move.  He talked about the importance of being stewards for the Earth and raising the animals and crops organically for their health (and it is good for our health once the animals and crops become our food).  After the movie, we did a Bible study in Genesis where Creation begun with John, the director of Urban Project.  The Bible says that God gave man authority over the Earth, but not to use it for our selfishness but to care for the Creation God has created.  When we “subdue” creation, it is like the way we prune the trees.  We make nature look more beautiful, not destroying the environment.  After Bible study, we went to one of our friend house and met Jeremy and his wife.  In their backyard, we saw the chickens in their chicken coup; the ducks and goose; and the compose where they put carbon base trash like banana peel and leaves into the box of dirt and worms to make the soil fertile and be use later on to grow crops.  I liked their little farm.  It was cool.
In human trafficking, we learned that human trafficking is the modern day slavery not only in Asia and South America countries but in America and Europe too.  First, we watched a thriller called Trade.  My mind was baffled of how girls in Third World countries could be abducted in street at daylight and Eastern European women, desperate for jobs, could be fool by smugglers claiming to be an agency that would give her the job.  We visited to a secular group that deals with the issue in the legal system and rescue the victims of sex trafficking.  The organization is committed to fight against sex trafficking that goes on between Tijuana and San Diego.  The leader of the organization was passionate.  She worked with victims of sex trafficking and told the tactics of how the smugglers bring women and children sex trade, and the victims were degraded to sex slaves.  At the end of her presentation, she gave us fact sheets and posters about human trafficking.  At night, a woman, who is the Christian, worked in a special place for women of abuse, ex-prostitutes, and victims of sex trafficking call shelters.  She told stories their past and the start in their new life by going to school and working in a new job.  The shelter is a refuge for the women to get away from pimps and abusive husbands.  (I was not there at the time she came to talk about it.  I went to medical clinic for my health issue with Chizu.)  The loss of innocence and violating the women and children their very being and the image of God to meet the increasing demand for sex in this trade is frightful and pure evil.  For them to recover their life from sex trafficking takes counseling and a very long time.
In the immigration issue, we went to the border with our guest speaker, Lars, in a California State Park, the Border Field State Park.  In the park, we saw an old rusted fence that US created in 1992.  We also saw another new higher fence being built to distance us from getting close to the old fence.  I wonder about the amount of money put into this project to stop immigrants in Mexico and countries in South America and Central America from coming to the United States.  Another interesting fact was how developed Tijuana was (there was city, people playing in the beach, and bull fighting stadium) but not the park in San Diego (it was an empty natural preserve, an abandoned park of empty dusty benches and unused public bathroom, and a border patrol).  The park was also called Friendship Park.  It was a special park because Pat Nixon, wife of President Nixon, went to the park to celebrate the idea that two nations could meet each other and have friendly relations.  There was a statue to remember the event.  When the fence came up in 1992, people from both sides of the fence came to meet together once for a while to see each other.  Crossing over the border and deportation had separated parents from their children and husband from their wife.  Sometimes people would hold hands through the fence to pray together.  Well today, the fence not only ruined the park but it surrounded the statue.  The border patrol told us we could not get near the statue.  The desolation of park is a pretty depressing.  Lars was our guest speaker.  He had deep knowledge of the history of US in dealing with immigrants.  We talked about government policies such as the North America Free Trade Act (NAFTA) negatively affected Mexico economy and destroyed their market.  Because the people in Mexico have no opportunities to work and earn, they would faced starvation and death with their family.  However, America offered a small yet significant opportunity for the people to gain higher living standard and give their family enough food by working as migrant workers, garden workers, and cleaners in gated communities.  Many would take the risk to cross the border for a better life rather than starving to death or seeing their family dead.  How could God be in this?  We talked of ideas of how a rich nation, the US, can help Mexico with their economy rather than beating Mexico market to the ground.  We don’t see any probable solutions and issue is very complicated, but since Mexico is our neighbor, I think God calls us to love and help them improve their living conditions in their place somehow.  In addition, I remembered the verses in Exodus that Israel should treat foreigners kindly, because the Israelites were once foreigners who came and lived in the land of Egypt safely from famine.  God does care about immigrants.
In the issue of race, it is extremely complicated.  Race is part of America past and race still affects our society to this day.  We watched two movies, Freedom Writers and Crash.  We were not comfortable about the problems the minorities had to faced and how racism played in our government and its policies hurt a particular group.  Inspired by Freedom Writers, we went on a road trip to Los Angeles to visit the Museum of Tolerance (MOT).  We went to the Holocaust exhibit and saw how Nazis rose to power in Germany and persecute the Jewish people and heard a story of a Holocaust survivor.  It was crazy the Nazis took advantage of the people in the times economic depression, distrust of their government, and low national pride.  Because of this, Hitler rose to power and became their dictator.  Hitler and the Nazis would used their power to plan and exterminate the Jews and brainwashed the nation to believe that the Jews were a problem to the Western society through propaganda.  The Jews placed in ghettoes, and then killed without mercy in concentration camps.  The realization that all that killing came from a stereotype and hate scared me.  After the museum, we went to Kevin’s house.  Kevin used to be an InterVarsity staff for USC.  Now, he now works as a pastor in the inner city of Los Angeles.  We looked through the passages from Genesis to Revelation of how His Word talks about race.  To name a few examples,  Esther when the Jews were about to be exterminated by Haman, Tower of Babel, at the Pentecost when people of different culture can hear their language from Peter, and when people of all tribes and nations praise God in heaven as described in Revelation.  Then in the Commission, Jesus calls all Christians to go preach the gospel to all nations and tribes.  I can see that in the Kingdom of God, people of different ethnicities praised Him together.  It is difficult to admit but we do discriminate people by race and culture whether we know it or not.  We are different, and God values that.  However, our differences should not be the reason to hurt or tease them.  It is strange that stereotypes can be true, but we not to looked down on them because of their stereotype that we can reach out to them.  As the Samaritan show mercy to the Jewish man who was beaten and almost killed in road, we show mercy and grace to people of nations.
                In the mission project, the team split up to three groups to work in their sites.  There are three sites: Hope in the City, Bridge of Hope, and New Heights Project.  Patrick and Lyndsey worked in Hope in the City with their leader Joon Han.  He is a funny; he is serious and politically incorrect.  They went to business meetings and seminars so they can learn how to create economic opportunities and teach people in the inner city to create their own business.  Laura, Jonathan, and Brandon worked in the Bridge of Hope under the leadership of Sheri.  This group is amazing.  They donate furniture, food, and clothes to families who are in need.  Most of the families were refugees who have come to America.  The workers said that God worked wonders in that group.  Whatever Sheri needs to provide furniture for the family or pay rent for the building, God answered her.   The workers would drive to the donor’s house to take the furniture from the donors’ house and then delivered it to the people in need at their home.  They had an adventure driving all over San Diego to pick up and deliver the furniture to the family.  Lastly, I worked with Thien, Amber, and Steven in New Heights Project.
New Heights Project:
In the New Heights Project, we worked with high school students who lived in area to reach out to the kids in the urban poor community.  Most of the high schoolers were Christians that are hoping to see how God will use them and increase their faith; but two, Isabel and Kevin, were agnostics and got the job to help kids while checking out the faith.  Another student, Salut, was an atheist and Buddhist, who wanted the job for the money, and tries to understand what Christianity is.  The high schoolers are interns, and they were paid $300 for one month, working with us in Vacation Bible School and San Diego Refugee Tutoring.  The high school interns received Servant-Leader training, orientation how to do their jobs in the programs, and had debriefs every Tuesday and Thursday.  Each servant-leader training and debrief had a sermon from a guest speaker or pastor about how God can influence the community in the positive way through the church.  The groups split into four groups to discuss and support each other: each group has a college student as a leader and two-three high school interns.  The job of the college students is to mentor the high school interns.  In my group, I had one more college student, Ashlee, who worked with World Impact, and three high school interns, Jhordan, Melanie, and Ana.  (Ashlee was on the missionary trip from Enumclaw, Washington, and came to teach immigrants and refugees how to speak English as their second language.)  I loved my group.  Each individual are great people.  We got to opened up to talk about our life struggles and how God had done for them.  We also worked together for Kidz Club.  The leaders of the project are Kathy Pham, youth leader for Inward, Outward, and Beyond in Hoover High school, and Chris Brewster, assistant track coach from Hoover High school.   In total, the project had 5 college students, 11 high school interns, and 2 leaders.  Together we reached out to the kids in the poor urban community.
The first thing New Heights project done was promoting VBS.  Each group did “Kidz Club” an area close to the church.  My group got 53rd street.  For two weeks on Tuesday and Thursday from 4:00-5:00PM, we went to their apartment complex, spread the blue tarp on the parking lot, and started Kidz Club.  We would invite the kids from 6-12 years old around the neighborhood and did games, worship, crafts, snack, and Bible storytelling.  Each person was responsible for their station: Jhordan was on worship, Melanie on games, Ana on crafts, and I was on Bible storytelling.  The kids were excited and it was difficult to calm them down.  The kids were trying our patience, giving us a hard time.  However, we actually being with them and enjoyed coming down there to spend time with the kids.  At the last day of Kidz Club, we signed up for kids to register for VBS that would happen two weeks later.
                New Heights Project also promoted VBS by ice cream social.  After the last Kidz Club on Thursday, we had an ice cream social at the Colina De Sol Park.  We served ice cream to parents and their kids.  We played with the kids and tried to register them to VBS.  We also went door-to-door around the area so we could bring kids to VBS. 
After that, we had San Diego Refugee Camp.  The three educators thought of the program back in January and wanted to make a summer program for the kids of refugee family.  According to their experience, when kids had emigrated from the country that was reigned by government corruption, war, and persecution and put in a society that has structured and rules, it is difficult for them to assimilate.  The kids saw war and hunger but never attended preschool and acquired the skills to sit in one place and listen to the authority.  In addition, their culture differs from ours on what to eat, how to listen to authority, and how they learn.  Right now, San Diego is #1 in US to receive refugees all over the world: Iraqi, Burma, and all parts of Africa including Sudan and Uganda.  Their religious background and race are diverse: Muslim, Christian, nonreligious, and African, Middle-Eastern, and Burma.  Thanks to Ashlee, she set up the program and created the San Diego Refugee Tutoring for the refugee kids.  The program would last for three days.  There, the children learned English and played a lot.  They got to go to the Children Museum at Downtown San Diego.  On another day, they saw chicken that one of the teachers brought and record on our cell phone what they have learned about chickens.    Before the camp begun, we picked up the kids in their home and walked with them to an elementary school, Ibarra, where we hosted the program.  I picked up Islam, Robriel, and Aram.  They were from Africa and are Muslim.  Then I picked up Kay Reh and Say Reh.  They were Burmese.  During the program, the kids split up into groups.  Each group had three to five kids with two leaders, either two high school interns or one college and one high school. I worked with Mallysa, a high school intern, to teach and look over four kids.  Shadhad and Ban were Iraqi refugees who came over to America two months ago.  I was shocked that they know some English.  Another kid in our group was Musa.  He was from Africa, either Uganda or Sudan, and came over to America a year ago.  The last kid was Prisca.  She is African, but I don’t remembered where she was from, but she liked to talk to Mallysa and me.  After the Refugee Camp, the next day the New Heights Project did a BBQ and invited the kids and their family to come.  They also registered some of the kids to VBS.  Overall, it was very fun.  The kids enjoyed the camp and, though the little boys liked to jump on our backs all the time, we had fun too.  When the BBQ was done on Sunday, we did Day Camp on Monday.
                Three days before San Diego Refugee Tutoring, we prepped for Day Camp.  Day Camp was VBS that was going to last from Monday to Friday at the time 9:00AM-3:00PM.  We practiced skits, listed materials for crafts and games, trained camp counselors, and made a schedule for the program.  It was going to last five days and we were expecting 150 kids to come.  The program cost $3 for one kid or $5 for all the kids in the family from the age of 6-12.  Four organizations worked together to make the program happened: the first organization is the New Heights Project, second is the Urban Life (a youth group of students who graduated or were from Crawford High School under the leadership of Rob), third is World Impact, and last is a team of missionaries from Alabama.  (The team from Alabama was invited over by the pastor in Harbor Mid-City, who once lived in Alabama then was called to go to preach the gospel at City Heights.)  Together, the groups worked together to reach out to the kids in our community, and it was extremely difficult.  The first half, 9-12, was the rotation of games, craft, skits, and story time.  The second would be the major recreational activities.
On the first day, we had 170 kids showed up.  The registration was very slow to process all the kids.  A camp counselor would supervised 10-12 kids in their group, and has difficulty managing the group when few kids were causing trouble or teasing at another kid.  The food team was not prepared to serve that many kids, so they tried to feed the kids first and the adults later.  As a result, many leaders were starving. L I was with the recreational and saw two to three kids go to the nurse for each game the kids played.  The first day was overwhelming.  The second and third day went smoother, but it was still difficult.  I did not realized how kids could be cruel to other kids because of differences.  Racism played a big part: “Stop that Mexican from hitting,” “That Asian kid started it.”  Kids who behaved awkward (for mental illness or had problems at home) were victims of being teased a lot.  We could feel the sense of frustration from their fights and inability to resolve the issues.  Thank goodness Kathy gave the kids the stern warning about teasing others and telling them that the VBS is supposed to be a safe place.  If they try to tease again, we would kick them out. 
I was part of the recreational team.  We set up the games, gave instructions, and played the games with the kids.  Their favorite games were soccer and splish splish splash.  (Splish Splish Splash is a game similar to duck duck goose except the person “splish” the people in the circle with a cup of water.  The way the person tags the individual was to splash a cup of water on their head.)
On the fourth and fifth day, the kids have to go the community pool on the second half of the program.  The girls went first, and then, the boys.  They had such a fun time, even though the boys felt awkward changing their clothes in the locker after swimming.  For some of the kids, this was their first time on the pool, especially for the refugee kids.
When Day Camp was over on Friday, we hosted a BBQ, inviting the family to come and enjoy the event with their children.  The BBQ had two bouncing house for the kids.
The best part of the trip was when Isabel and Kevin accepted Jesus as their Lord and Savior on one Wednesday at the second last week of the project.  Isabel went with Thien and Kathy to McDonalds and she accepted Christ there.  Later, Kevin went with Steven and Kathy to Jack-In-Box and he accepted Christ.  At night, the SDUP invited Kevin and Isabel to join worship and prayer.  We worshipped God together and we prayed for Kevin and Isabel.  At the following Sunday, we were at Harbor Mid-City Church and saw them baptized and shared their testimony with us.  It was awesome. 
A week later after the mission trip, Mallysa was baptized and shared her testimony.  I wished I was there to see her, but that is okay.  J
Stories and Last Words:
Lastly, I want to depart to you the stories of the kids in the neighborhood I met in mission trip.  I feel it is necessary to share their stories to you that you may know their life.  God gave many kids and families to the people from SDUP and New Heights Project, and we love them as God as loved us. 
Isaac is 11 or 12 years old.  He was one of our neighbors when we lived at Pacific Cove and saw him at Day Camp.  He came to our place to talk and hang out with guys in the apartment.  When the guys had time, we would play soccer in the streets with a group of boys in the neighborhood.  I heard that he is a very talented soccer player who is at an extremely talented team for the youth.  Despite that, his parents don’t feel like attending his son games, which will be at Los Angeles during August.  His coach takes him to LA so he can play with the team.
Christian is 12 years old.  He was also one our neighbors in Pacific Cove.  We loved him.  He is really special to the kids in the apartment complex.  He is sort like a leader of the group of kids in Pacific Cove.  Thien taught Christian how to play couple of notes on the guitar.  We also played soccer with him.  Despite his smiles and coolness, he has a difficult past.  His mother left him behind with his grandmother and grandpa.  His mom was a crack-addict and a single mother of many kids (I forgot the number).  When she was about to leave, she asked the grandmother to take Christen, because the mom said that Christian is “useless.” 
One day, as Thien walked the Burmese kids up the tall hill, he asked the kids if the hill was difficult.  They said it was not as difficult when they had to hike the hills for days back in their country.  Later on, Ashlee told him Thien of their life back in their country.  The kids and their family would hike over hills and walked through jungles to find food and run away from the soldiers and the government police.  If the solider caught them, they would be killed. 
Jonathan Kao and Steven Yuan have their stories for SDUP online.  Here are the links to their blogs:
http://stly.tumblr.com/page/1  (Search the first and second page for his entries on SDUP.)
Thanks for reading this letter.  The people whom God place in my life during the mission are in heart; I will remember until we meet in heaven.  God bless you and good luck in your next chapter in your life.  He is has been faithful and, as long as we follow, He will be with us until the very end.  I will end in this verse, because I heard this verse used many times in SDUP.
Luke 4:16-19
                So He [Jesus] came to Nazareth, where He had been brought up.  And as His custom was, He went into the synagogue on the Sabbath day, and stood up to read.  And He was handed the book of the prophet Isaiah.  And when He had opened the book, He found the place where it was written:
                The Spirit of the LORD is upon Me,
                Because He has anointed Me
                To preach the gospel to the poor;
                He has sent Me to heal the
                                brokenhearted,
                To proclaim liberty to the captives
                And recovery of sight to the blind,
                To set at liberty those who are
                                oppressed;
                To proclaim the acceptable year of
                                the LORD.”

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Psalm 23

Psalm 23
The Lord is my Shepard I shall not want. - I don’t want anything else because the Lord is my all. Who is God to us? And who are we to Him? He is everything that we need. Ask yourself, is he the only thing you are looking for? Are we looking for fulfillment in something else other than the Lord?

He maketh me to lie down in green pastures. - God places us in an open green field. Everything we ever need is in that field. When a babe is born, he needs someone to take care of him. Such as we need God to take care of us.

He leads me by still waters. - Imagine an older child, Luke's age, they need to be fed and guided. Still waters is required by sheep, because they are fearful of rough waters. Their wool lengthens so when the rough waters soaks into the wool, they become imbalanced and fall over. As we grow in the Lord, He leads by still waters not rough waters so we become overcome by the troubles this life offers.

He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name's sake. - We have been given everything we need through the word. Everything we obtain and work for in our life is for God's glory. It doesnt matter how many times we read an instruction manual, if we never read it and put it to practice we will never know if it works.

Yea, I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, - Where there is shadow, there is light. There is no DEATH in the valley of the shadow. Our journey with the Lord is about LIFE not DEATH! There's life all around us, and there is one shadow in our life and that is DEATH. If we stand in total LIGHT, we are living. What will kill us is not death, but it is our FEAR. The valley always signifies something wonderful and lovely. Our journey with God is GOOD!, but if we choose to fear, the only thing we will be chasing for the rest of our lives is death. We only see a shadow when we look back, or when we are walking away from the light.


I will fear no evil. - If we walk in the valley, there is no fear! If we have issues with God we will never be settled & will not be at peace. We need to make peace with God, and come to His table.

You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over. - We come because God has prepared us for battle. When we have peace, we come to God's table, and we will have peace. How can we win souls for Heaven, if we are not ready for battle? How can we win a battle unless we FIGHT a battle.

If we are afraid of our enemies then we will be paralyzed by fear. But if our enemies are afraid of us, then we really have NOTHING to fear.

Ask and you will receive!!

An Dao

I lived in Vietnam when I was younger. We lived in a really small house made of mud walls and banana leaf roof. Our days were limited to 4 to 5 hours of electricity from 6pm to 10pm. The proximity of bodies was extremely close.

Luke 11:5-8. Sometimes we feel like we pester our neighbor to get to him. We would have the same attitude towards God, where we may think God is slumbering, and in order for us to get something from Him, we much knock incessantly.

V9-13. God is our heavenly Father. And it is Jesus who has taken away the barrier

God is our heavenly Father & we don’t need to beg Him. God does not hold back from us. We don’t need to give him long droned out prayers to get something out of him. Sometimes when we pray, our impression of God can be marred if we allowed unanswered prayer to make God seem like he doesn’t care.

V13.

1King Elijah Challenge; Elijah makes a challenge to the 450 prophets of Belial. It was that whoever could get their gods to create a fire. They do an abundance of worship to their god, but to no avail does a fire start. Their efforts are like the man who knocks and knocks on the door to God. When it came to Elijah's turn, he prayed a short prayer. He stood on a stand of authority and confidence. He has knowledge of God's power, so to have understanding of this would allow us to ask of him things on our heart.

So why do we not receive certain things we want? Most likely because we have not asked.

Why is it important for us to ask? Because we want to be obedient to God. It is also more efficient because of our inability to know the best outcome of our situations. Many times we don’t ask because of some spiritual failure in our past. We then start to put God in a box due to our life experiences. The Word of God should dictate who God is, not our life experiences. To overcome this, we need to focus on the Word of God.

2Corinthians1:20. Whatever God has promised, we can ask God for it, and it can be given to us.

So what can we ask God for? We can ask for whatever in Jesus' character.


God is our heavenly Father and we dont need to

What are your needs? There is nothing that we can't ask of God. Who he is allows us to come before him with any requests.  

Good Better Best!

Good Better Best- Tony Dang

When I buy products I like to make comparisons between products to make sure I buy the best. First make comparisons of the product itself, then we take into consideration it's cost. Is the product worth my money? Can I even afford it? If you sum up these steps, you can call it human economics. How does this affect our spiritual life?

We can see that our life has a cost. Jesus Christ had to come down and die for our sins. The best thing we can do for Christ would only cost us our time. What can do as disciples of Jesus Christ? What is the “BEST” thing we can do for Jesus? Best is the highest quality in standing, and nothing can top it. Some of us may say its prayer, but prayer is only a by-product of the
best thing. Some others may say love one another, but it's not the best thing. It might even be going to the ends of the earth to tell everyone about God, but that's not the case either.

The best thing we can do as disciples of Jesus, is to LEARN at the feet of Jesus Christ. Spending time with Jesus and LEARNING.



Luke 10:28-39 During this time women were not allowed to learn from Rabbis directly. But we see in this passage that Mary sat at the feet of Jesus and learned from him. She didn’t care what society said about it, nor did it bother her that the culture didn’t allow women to be received.

Psalms 27:4 David knew that being before God daily was the only thing he truly desired.

Personally I see the benefit of seeking into God's word, and spending time at Jesus' feet. Life will still have its hardships, but now that we are filled with God, the peace of God fills our lives. When things come in our lives we will be able to lean upon God. We are less prone to compromise, and sin. Spending time with Jesus renews our mind and transforms us! Serving God becomes a Joy!

If this is the best thing, why don’t we do it? Its because our flesh wants to do everything than to spend time with Jesus Christ. We try to busy ourselves with stuff so in the end we don’t have time for God. We fill out lives with hobbies, online social networking, hanging out, projects, pursuing careers and education. This ultimately comes to a point where we no longer have time sit at the feet of Jesus to dig into his word. Then we start to make excuses and justify our actions. Finally our lifestyle has come to putting God in the backseat, and God is no longer our priority.

Those activities I've listed aren't bad. They are good things to do, but when they become our priority it severs our relationship with God. It then leads to hardships. The root of our complications in our walk with God usually is from not spending time at the feet of Jesus, and not doing His word.

Luke 10:40-42 Martha had the good intentions. She wanted the best for Jesus. However during her time of service, she lost focus, and lost sight of her priority... she placed those things above Christ. When we as Christians place other things above Christ, we start to do what God calls us to do.

When I place other things in my life as priority, my spiritual walk goes down south. Serving God becomes burdensome. I also become more easily angered, and get annoyed very easy.

This is a necessity as disciples of Jesus Christ, to learn at the feet of Jesus. We don’t live on bread alone, but we live on the word of God. By not doing this best thing, we wont survive as a disciple of Jesus Christ. Don’t consider this as option, it is a NECESSITY!!

I guarantee you, when you spend time at the feet of Jesus, you will find that this is the best thing!

Thursday, August 19, 2010

How To Make Unstoppable Christians - Phillip Ma


Selah Fellowship Sunday Morning Service 
Temptations and enticements are everywhere around us. At camp, we feel 'nearer' to God, and there are less temptations to sin. Even though it is difficult to be a believer to be in this day and age. But it is possible! Not only is it possible, but God expects us to. Stand firm despite all things happening around us! How can we do this?
Patience. Hypomenaie. Its translated to steadfastness, endurance, perseverance. It is a person who is immovable. He is not swerved from his purpose or his path. Like a freight train, once it's on its path, it will keep moving regardless of rain, snow, or it's external environment. It will keep on going till it reaches its destination. When we have "patience", we have this endurance, and motivation to keep going on, to not be moved by the external environment.


Jesus teaches, we need to have patience. We need to be able to pursue it. We have to have it!!!
How do we get hypomenaie? How do we get an unstoppable Christian? We get it through trials, temptations, and testings. We may not agree with going through sufferings, but it is God who uses us to know what true patience is. How do we bypass the hard times? We embrace them.
James 1:2,3,4 My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trails, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing.
Trials and temptations is the entry way for pure joy. When you face temptations, and hardships... get excited! Not so much in the sufferings, but rejoice in what it produces. The testing of our faith, makes us more solid everyday!
Suffering for the sake of buffness! Why do we work out? We put our bodies through trials and sufferings. . After going through pain, and breaking down of muscle, our bodies start to build up again. As we go through personal trials in our daily life, we are being persecuted, broken down, but soon we can fight the good fight much stronger than we could initially.
Yielding to sin will cause us to fall away from the Lord. The more we stand strong, the stronger I get.  Rejoice at trials, receive patience, and look forward to the fruit that will be born.

"Living For The Glory of God" :: REVAMPED. Sunday Evening Service- Thanh Tran


Living for the glory of God. If everyone lives for the Glory of God, we all would have a passion and zeal for God ALL the time. To live for the glory of God, we need to know what Glory is. So what is glory? Glory means heaviness or worthiness. It is the value of God. For example, when I walk into a police station and ask to let the prisoner go, my words have no weight. But if president Obama walks into a prison and requests the prison to be let go, he would be immediately be let go. In essence, God's glory relates to the greatness of his name. When we say we want to live for His name, we are saying, I want to declare HIS fame. So anything that would defame the Lord would be disregarded.
To live for the glory of God, it is to effectively live out who He is.
So who is God?
1 Timothy 6:14-16. Who is God? God is POWERFUL! He is the potentate one. He is the ONLY ruler.
Isaiah 40:12 12 Who has measured the waters in the hollow of his hand. This speaks about the immense POWER of God.
God is PERFECT! Everything in the earth runs down, EXCEPT God! God NEVER runs down! He is perfect in life, and perfect in holiness. God lives and dwells in holiness.
God is PRAISEWORTHY!
The knowledge of who God is, should CHANGE the way we THINK. Moses wanted to take the people into the promise land. It changes the way we LIVE, who we hang with, where we go, etc. It changes your trust/security. Do we trust in our bank account? Do we trust in the things around us? We shouldn’t trust in worldly things, but we must put our trust in the things of God!
Living for God's glory is just like that. We see the needs around us, and our heart is stirred, and because of our who God is, we have the courage to fight for God's will to be implemented in the world.

"Whats Love Got to Do With It?" :: REVAMPED. Saturday Evening Service- Thanh Tran


What's love got to do with it? Tina Turner, "What's Love Gotta do with It?"
God has used the relationship between a husband and a wife to show his love for us. There is no where we can run that will cause us to be lost from the Love of God! How about our love for him? What is the intensity and degree of our love for God? Consider where you are in your love for Jesus.

Ephesus, was a powerful city equal to NY & LA put together. It was a place of trading. It soon became a wealthy & powerful city. A temple of Artemis/Diana became the center of witchcraft, demonic activity, and idol worship. In such a dark and oppressive world, God saw the need for His work to be done, so he sent Paul. Acts 19. God is moving in Paul's life.  Acts 19:10, 11, 12, 19. Paul's powerful message was sent throughout Asia.

Revelations 2:1. The first letter Paul writes he, PRAISES, the church of Ephesus. After that Paul mentions their works. They stand for truth. And also they stand tough against pressures of the world.

We need to go back to our priority, our Love for God. The kind of Love they could have left? Worship...reaching out to the lost...or even lost their love for Jesus Christ.

So how did the church get to the way it did? It's because of the people. Because it is the PEOPLE who make the church. Jeremiah 2



How important is Love. Zero is a funny number, 0x0 = 0, 0+0= 0, even if you have ten zeros, it's still zero. However if you place a one in front of the zero, that changes everything. THat is LOVE. Love changes everything. It makes our empty works of nothing, complete with the addition of God's love.

The second part of the letter was the PROBLEM.

Remember the day that you were so in love with God. Turn back from where you are and go back to the first place. Repentance in the Christian life doesn’t end when we give our lives to Jesus! Repentance is an ongoing process! We need to realize the sins that still linger in our lives so that we can learn from them. To improve as a Christian is to learn to recognize sin when it happens, and also to repent from it. It's as we grow with God, we find that we want to become better, to be MORE like Him because of our Love FOR HIM we love him more.

"Come back to Me during that time when your love for Me was a loving, and undying affection. Come back to Me"

"Absolute Surrender" :: REVAMPED. Friday Evening Service- Thanh Tran


2Timothy 1:6

Revamped, what does it mean? Renewed, refreshed, restored. It comes from 'revival'. Our passion for God has died out in some measure for each person, and here we are coming together to become renewed in Him again.

During the time the book of Timothy was written, Paul was writing to Timothy from the church of Ephesus. It was a time where Nero was ruling Rome.

Who can we say our heros are? Mine is Joshua, fighting giants, and large armies. David, Paul, ... but not Timothy. However, Timothy relates to us a lot. He's not the strongest, not the bravest, and the passion in him to fight for the Lord is nearly gone. Paul, Timothy's spiritual father, wrote a letter to Timothy while in prison.

The gift we have to work the ministry is already there. It could be praying, evangelism, helping people... etc. We all have gifts. Dont let your talents...gifts die out! Fan them into flame!

The first flame that goes out in our hearts is worship. When we head to camp, worship is powerful, and touching. But when the flame dies down... worship goes first.

So what is worship?
1. Absolute surrender. Genesis 22:5. The first time the word worship appears in the Bible. It gives us an image of worship. Its not just bowing, or saying "I love you a lot God", it's giving God everything. "I love and desire to see God work through me and everything in me.

2. Complete Abandonment. Abraham left behind his family, and the influences of his surroundings to obey God. He wanted to surrender, and abandonment his heart, and his life in the worship of God. Amos 5:22,23. When coming into the house of God, abandon ALL. Remember when you worship, we worship in the audience of ONE. “It is GOD who is listening to you”- Greg Laurie.

Where do we worship?
John 4:20-23

How do we worship God?
John 4:23 IN spirit and in truth! It refers to OUR spirit, not to the HOly Spirit. Forget about the outward appearance, Forget about the world. Surrender to me just who YOU are, I want to connect with you - God.  Music is beyond the outward appearance, It's beyond what we know now today. WORSHIP GOD IN SPIRIT AND IN TRUTH!

Truth: Truth that is revealed by God himself. The bible. The things Jesus has said. God's character as shown through the bible.

The Father is seeking for those to worship Him!! Its not just what I can do for God, but what God can do THROUGH ME when I TRULY worship Him!

When God finds us, we're going to burn with a flame that refines and revives our soul! We've come into a place intimacy with God. 

Friday, August 6, 2010

"Is Your Temple Clean" :: REVAMPED. Saturday Morning Chapel- Tony Dang






So We are at Summer Camp 2010 and the theme of the camp is called Revamp.The title to me sounds like an energy drink. Something that will give me spike in energy, letting me run harder, faster, and longer. Might even give me wings, if you get it. This theme Revamp been going round on email, Facebook, and in our conversation. I’m sure we are all interest to get a taste of this revamp. Now the question comes down to “how do I revamp my spiritual life with Christ?”. How do I make this passion for God the same or greater than before?. We learned about how worship is an important aspect of being revamped for the Lord.

This morning we will focus on another aspect. Which is having a clean temple. So by having a clean temple you will be revamping your spiritual life. I sure you are wonder what the heck does having a clean temple have to do with revamping my spiritual life? And what temple are you talking about? The temple I am talking about here is not one where people go to mediate, pray, or worship. This temple that I am talking about is you.In 1 Corinthians 6:19

It says “Or do you not know that your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit whom is in you, who you have from God, and you are not your own.” So if we are temple, how do we clean it? I broke it down into three simply steps.  The first step to have a clean temple is to let Jesus show you the dirty temple. Letting Jesus to show you the filth Is the first key of having a clean temple. You have to know what to clean, to clean it. Verse 13 – 14 Story 13 Now the Passover of the Jews was at hand, and Jesus went up to Jerusalem. 14 And He found in the temple those who sold oxen and sheep and doves, and the money changers doing business. Passover – celebrate how God deliver the Israel from Egypt. I am sure most of you watched the movie the Ten Commandments. And is familiar with the story about how Israel was free from Egypt. Passover focus on the last plague which the Lord killed all  the firstborn in Egypt. The Lord protected Israel from this plague by telling them to put lambs blood over the door. This is why it is called Passover because the Lord Passover the land in Egypt. The Passover was an important festival to celebrate. People from all over world go to Jerusalem for Passover. During this people would make sacrifice, give offering and pay temple taxes. Priest in the temple properly initially had good intention. Thinking, man it’s a pain to carry along animals on a long trip, Why not provide them with an easy way to purchase. They started to sell animals in the temple as sacrifice. Since people had to pay temple taxes and the fact long trip to Jerusalem.  The temple only accepted certain type of money due to the purify of the coins, they had money exchanger.

No one is perfect .We all have dirty and there is always room to improve. A clean temple can be obtain if you let Jesus clean it drove them all out of the temple, with the sheep and the oxen, and poured out the changers’ money and overturned the tables. Jesus went into the temple and saw all this filth. He knew He had to cleanse the temple
tables being flipped, animals and sellers being whipped out

What if I don’t see any dirty in my life? The first step to have a clean temple is to let Jesus show you the dirty. The second step to have a clean temple is to let Jesus clean it. Letting Jesus clean your temple is the second key of having a clean. Verse 15 Story 15 When He had made a whip of cords. This is when it all went bad, sellers were selling the certify temple animal at outrages price and the money changer were charging outrages fee for the exchange. When Jesus went into the temple it was the first thing that he spotted. If you look at yourself as a temple.h. Similar things happen to the temple back then happens to us.

At these point is where we feel distance from God and unfruitful. Thinking you’re ok where you are at is a dirty in itself. So he made a whip of cords and drove out all the sellers. This must have shock everyone. You see Jesus as being a graceful and loving man. But in this case there was angry, coin falling on the ground, This was all righteous angry, Paul stated be angry and not sin. There is not wrong with having a righteous angry. I actually think having a righteous angry is a sign of a healthy Christian.

How does this relate to us? Most of us have already passed step one. But step 2 is usually where most people struggle at. If you at this story, no one protested Jesus for his act. People already knew it was wrong, but they did nothing about it. We have filth in our temple and the Lord has showed us that filth.  We don’t want to the table to be turn in our life, we don’t want to lose gain that we received from filth in our temple, and don’t want to go through the hassle of having it cleaned. It is hard to have the temple clean, things will change, relationship maybe lost, passion are changed and profit maybe lost.

You start to be renewed in the things of God, you will strength by the spirit of God, and things life won’t feel so overwhelming. The bible says that we are earthen vessel. Picture yourself as this water bottle Water represent God and his Holy Spirit. And the Air void represents the emptiness of this water. Just for some of you guys that don’t know or forgot. Density is the measurement of mass per unit volume. Mass is matter. For this morning today, you can consider mass as weight

What is the benefit of cleaning my temple and why should I do it even though it might create discomfort. Just look at the theme of camp. When you start to cleaning up your temple of the filth of the world. 

Water has a density of 1000 kg/ cu m. Air has a density of 1.2 kg/ cu m. For the practical purpose you could consider water to be. Air in the other hand is very compressible. Here is two water bottles one fill with water and another fill. If I were to apply load on this water bottle filled with water it. But still will be able to hold its shape. The temple of God wasn’t meant for a place of business. Or for a play to make profit or make gain. Just picture yourself going to church expecting to worship. There is a lot noise from the animal and people selling. 
The second step to have a clean temple is to let Jesus clean it

The third step to have a clean temple is to be a temple. Being a temple is the third key of having a clean temple. Verse 16 – 17. By being a temple, you will have a clean temple. “Take these things away! Do not make My Father’s house a house of merchandise!” 17 Then His disciples remembered that it was written, “Zeal for Your house has eaten Me up.”  While was throwing the table over, whipping the animal and sellers out God, to pray, and study the Word of God, but once you arrive you see oxen, sheep, doves, people handling money.

If people were to do a study of your life, outside the church setting. Could people really identify you as a child of God? It becomes a noise market place. You are no longer able to focus on worshiping God, to pray or even study the word of God. No longer is the Church is operating as a church but a market place. When you take things out of its purpose, things will become messy and it will not operate correctly. You no longer can identify what it is. If you at some modern churches, you can tell some have lost it’s purpose. People now Identify the church as a place of entertainment , a place to feel good, a place about the people.


Saturday, July 24, 2010

Luke 10:17 - Finding Joy!

Saturday Nights at Selah with Tony Dang

Most people around us invest into many things. Some of us invest our money in retirement plans, trust, stocks, and houses. Some of us invest our money in creating a business and opening up firms or shops. I talk to most of you guys and you have plans those plans. These plans aren’t easy and are risky. But why do we do this?

We know there is a reward or payoff at the end.

We have been learning a lot lately about what it takes be Christian and the hardship that comes 
with it. I have to deny myself and take up the cross. I have to be humble and not great. I will be rejected and hated by the world. I have no real comfort or place in this world. I have to go out and do things I normally would never do. These are all hard things and it makes serving God look like something you don’t want to invest your life into. But serving God does have its awards. In fact there is a lot award but we will focus on one aspect of it tonight. Joy.

Yes, serving God is a Joyful thing. When we serve God we will experience joy. We can find this in the passage that we are going to read tonight in Luke 10: 17-20. Let’s look at how serving God is joyful!


First we have joy in the battles that are won. Victory for God’s kingdom is a joyful thing. Winning battle is a joy we have in Jesus Christ. Turn to Luke 10: verse 17 – 18. Then the seventy returned with joy, saying, “Lord, even the demons are subject to us in Your name.” And He said to them, “I saw Satan fall like lightning from heaven.” So Jesus sent out seventy people out to prepare the way for Jesus. During this time the Seventy most likely perform miracles, cast out demons, declared Jesus as the Messiah, and labor for the Lord. Great and mighty things were happening for the kingdom of God. A spiritual warfare was happening and Satan was losing. The people were excited and happy to see all these great and mighty things happening. They came back with joy knowing the battles were won on this mission. You can see this when it says then the seventy returned with joy, saying, “Lord, even the demons are subject to us in Your name.” Not only were the seventy joyful but Jesus was too. The joy does not end with the people who are winning the battle for God but for everyone in God’s kingdom. You can see this when Jesus told them that He saw Satan fall like lightning from heaven. Jesus was joining in with their joy by conforming what they were saying. Isn’t it exciting to see when God’s people go and be victories for God’s kingdom? 

When I hear story of you guys healing the sick, bring the lost to God, praying for the helpless it brings a joy to me. I am sure for you guys too. This week An, Vinny, Chor and I went to Bolsa to pray for the helpless and needy. To let them know there is a God who loves them and cares for them. Some of us were busy before, some of us came late, and we didn’t know what we were doing at first. I was about to not go because I was busy selling a lot of my stuff, I haven’t eaten, shower, and rested all day long. But An told me to just go, so I did and I did not regret it. I am not good at talking to random people and I don’t know how to speak Vietnamese. I was doubting the success and worth of my present in this reaching out for Bolsa. I’m sure people who went were feeling the same way too. To my surprise, it was Great!!!! People open up to us, and were open for us to pray for them God even brought people to us. After finishing that day, I had a sense of Joy. I felt spiritual battle were won that night and that I should continue.



You may wonder what about if you don’t see victory and you feel like you are fighting a losing battle. The fact you don’t see victory does not mean victory is not there. The battle we are fighting is not with flesh and blood. It is a spiritual battle. It may not seem like we’re winning battle, but we are in the spiritual realms. We all know that victory is sweet. You can see in the face of the Kobe when they won the champion ship this year. Why not be on the winning side. We can find joy in the battles that are won for God’s kingdom.

We know that we find joy in the battles that are won for God’s kingdom, but where else can we find joy in when serving God. We can have joy in the power we have in Jesus Christ. Having authority in Jesus Christ is a joyful thing. The power we have in Jesus Christ brings us joy. Turn to Luke 10: 19. “Behold, I give you the authority to trample on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall by any means hurt you.” So after the seventy came back and reported to Jesus of the great things. Jesus went on and told them about power they have. They have authority to trample on serpents and scorpions. Serpents and scorpions usually represent Satan or demons. This mean we have the authority to defect them in Jesus Christ. The Holy Spirit is in us, He who is in us is great then he of the world. Jesus went on and said that we have authority over all the power of the enemy. Isn’t this a great thing to know that you have authority over all the 
power of the enemy? And that nothing shall by any means hurt you. This just peace and confidence in Jesus Christ.

This remind of a movie that came out like an year ago. It was called paranormal activity. This was a very low budget movie, only cost about 18,000 but made millions. The story was based on a couple that lived in a house. The female always had bad nightmare or felt that an evil present is following her when she was younger but it went away as she grew up. Weird things started to happen at night, so the guy went and left a 
camcorder recording all night. So during the movie you are seeing everything through the lens of the camcorder. I bunch of weird things started to happen in the video. Nothing really scary, but very demonic. They found out it was demon but the guy issue it was nothing and started to mess with the demon. I’m not going to tell what happens at the ending but this movie is a great example about our power in Jesus Christ. The things that were happening in the movie were nothing really scary but people were scary of the fact that there might be a demon and they can’t do anything about. People were freaked out and scared to the point where they could not sleep alone that night after watching that movie. I was glade and joyful that I was a Christian. I knew Satan or Demons have no authority over me and that my God who is in me is greater.

When you look at super hero like superman, Spiderman, batman, and Ironman, they all have special power. They all use their power for the good of mankind. Even though they have villains and face horrible situation they continue. I am they doing to save human lives, but I am sure they do it for the joy of doing good with the power they have. It is an awesome thing to know you have power over the enemy and that you can help and saves the lives of many. You can really look at yourself as super hero for God’s Kingdom. God has given us the power to set the captive free, to heal the sick, to cast out demon, and save the dyeing. It is a joy that God has entrusted us with this great power over the enemy and responsibility.

You may ask “I know we have power in Jesus Christ but I don’t see it in my life” The answer is do you really believe and what are you doing with it? First you need faith that God is able and will do great and mighty things through you. Second you need to go out and do God’s will. It is very point for God to empower if you’re going to do nothing with it. So go out in faith and case out demon, save the lost, and heal sick.You will see that you will find joy in the power we have in Jesus Christ.


Lastly, we have joy in the salvation we have in Jesus Christ. Having eternal life with Jesus Christ is a joyful thing. Not going to hell is something to have joy in. Let’s turn to Luke 10: 20. “Nevertheless do not rejoice in this, that the spirits are subject to you, but rather rejoice because your names are written in heaven.” So the seventy were happy about the success and power they have in Jesus Christ. Jesus wanted to remind them that they shouldn’t just rejoice in that but also remember to rejoice in your salvation in Jesus Christ. Sometime we can get lost in the success in ministry or in life that we lose focus on the greatest thing in life which is God’s salvation for us. The Salvation of God is the most awesome gift ever and we should always rejoice in that.

This reminds me of people who are in debt. A lot of people rack up the loans. They owe more than what they could handle. It becomes unbearable and unpayable. It may seem like forever before you could ever pay it off. Picture someone person came and paid it all off for you. You would be forever grateful to that person. Your joy would be unbelievable. This is us with God. Our sin has been earning the wages of death. We been racking up our debt more and more each day. But Jesus came down and paid the price for us with His life. This is debt that is unpayable and we can’t even equate the cost of what Jesus had to do for us. We should rejoice in this fact for rest of life. Why aren’t I am joyful when I think about my salvation? A lot of time we lose focus on the cross. We forgot the cost of my forgiveness and what Jesus went through for us. God became men. Became the bridge between God and men. Took on the beat and the cross. Died for our sin. And took upon our sin. And rose up again.

Look back at where you used to be, and where you were heading. How empty and hopeless life were before God. Once you do all this you will find that we have joy in the salvation we have in Jesus Christ.


Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Street Evangelism - 7/14

I got some requests to blog our previous evangelism experience due to the two healings that we saw last week, and so this blog is a response to those requests.

First off, this blog will not just be about the miracles we saw but it will be about our experience as a whole. I hope to keep up this blog to tabulate our evangelism experience from now on every time we do go out in hope that as you read, you will be encouraged to go and do likewise. Another reason why I want to describe everything in full context because we are commanded to count our cost before we step out, and if I only describe the good without the bad, I will mislead you. We saw God touched and healed people, but we also experienced rejections and many spiritual warfare we had to overcome that raged on in our minds.

Myself, Tony, Quang, and Vinny met at Vinny's place at about 5:40PM last Wednesday, prayed for couple of minutes, then we were on our way to Asian Garden Mall. Personally, my first impression of Asian Garden Mall was this is going to be very difficult. The idea of just approaching strangers to talk to them about some God that they have no clue about in a setting that is full of statues and idols feels overwhelming. On top of that, these people came from a culture that is already deep in idolatry and they were already busy with their own daily business makes me feel like I had no reason to even be there. Regardless, I kept quiet and did not say anything that would discourage my teammates and we carried on. However, the mental battle continued to rage on in my mind of how impossible this was. If you want to do street evangelism, overcoming the mental battle is probably the most difficult thing. I am sure the other guys felt the same way as well but we kept our cool for the most part and did what we came to do.

We decided to split into two groups: Tony with Quang, and myself with Vinny. Me and Vinny walked around a little bit to find a middle aged Vietnamese man that was just standing there, so we figured he would be a good candidate to speak to. I came and introduced myself. I tried to stir up a conversation with him about what he thinks about the afterlife, and his response was that he's not the owner of the store and the person I need to talk to is that guy over there behind the counter. I quickly picked up his clue, shook his hand, wished him a good day, dust off my feet, and carried on. We walked around a little bit more and notice a young guy who has been walking around aimlessly and so we approached him. I introduced myself and Vinny asked him if he got a minute to talk. He said he does have time because he's just trying to pass time, but as soon as he found out that we were Christians and that we approached him with some agendas of our own, he told us he has some errands to run. We shook his hand, wished him a good day, dust off our feet, and carried on.

We met back with Quang and Tony to find out that they also had no luck. The stores were about to close and there weren't a lot of people around and so we decided to go to a business plaza across the street and go to the super market since Vinny had to buy something there. Outside the supermarket was a little mom & pop botany shop, and in the shop, I noticed a man with a back brace and so I pulled Tony to go with me to talk with the man. He was a middle aged Vietnamese man. This was my conversation with the man with the back brace in my broken Vietnamese:

Me: I noticed you have a back brace. Do you have back pain?
Man: Of course I have back pain! Who doesn't? Why do you asked?
Me: Oh, I have a way to make your back better. (I know how I phrased this may be odd to some of you, but it works. Ask me if you want details.)
Man: What's that?
Me: If you let me put my hand on your back where it hurts, I can pray and make you better.
Man: umm...ok.

He was the owner of the shop and there were people standing around listening to our conversation. By the time we started praying for him, there were some bystander and a security guard all stood around watched us as we prayed. We asked him to do something that would normally hurt his back, and so he lightly bend around and said it is hurting right now. Then we prayed. In our healing prayer, we thanked God for the healing he's about to do, then we commanded the pain to leave the man's back. After about 5 minutes of praying, we told him to test his back and see how it feels. And so he bends over forward, then backward, then forward again with a little more force, then backward again even with more force, then he went and twist his back as if he's trying to crack his back. I was a little puzzled with the force he was exerting on his back and so I asked him:

Me: How does it feel?
Man: It doesn't hurt anymore. My wife over there also have back pain. Can you two pray for her also?
Me: Of course.

Tony went and prayed for her. Tony thanked God for the healing, commanded the pain to leave her, and spoke healing to her back. After about 5 minutes, the wife's back was also pain free. After they were healed, we told them that obviously we ourselves had no power to heal, but it was Jesus in us who healed them. Jesus died for them so that they can be healed. Jesus can heal not only just their bodies but also their soul and spirit and that they can have eternal life in Jesus. We asked them if they want eternal life and to receive Jesus in their life. They said yes, of course. We found out that they were Catholics and go to St. Barbara Church from time to time. We chat a little more and they told us to come back sometime. Me and Tony decided that we will come back to follow up with them soon.

We turned around to find Vinny and Quang talking to a man. Me and Tony hung around a little bit to let them finish their conversation then we headed off. We dropped Vinny home. Then me, Quang, and Tony went and had 40% off Pho, then we went to Tastea for some boba to finish a good day's work.
-An D.